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                                                                                                <div class=header>Saturday, November 19, 2005</table></center></div><font face=tahoma><br><font color=pink>
                                                                                                <div style="clear:both;"></div><div align="right">ok..14 more mins towards e next dae..but i m not feelin any betta..i m still harpin over wats happenin jux now..i finish my chattin wif gina weilun kardong yihui and jux now siangkee..</div><br /><div align="right">kardong ask me to keep myself busy..but i jux cannot..i msgin him..but he is takin soo long to reply..jux now..b4 cumin bloggin..i jux read someone blog..i realise dat takin tinks easy would b much more betta choice for me..mayb i should realli keep myself busy..after dis..i m goin to take a warm bathe and haf a good sleep..i m not goin to let myself tink anymore..can anyone pls..confiscate my fone?i dun wish to see it..i dun wan anymore memories..haix..i oso dunno wat i should do..mayb..i dunno..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">i ask dem..dey supported me if i chose e path..but i m still hestitatin..u haf made it clear..ur actions..yet..i m still harpin..wats e problem wif me?when soo mani people counsel me..yet i cannot make a decision..i noe its goin to b painful..it happen once to us..nv did i expect it to happen another time..or rather..i dun wan it to happen..i dunno wats into him..he had been a totally change person..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">To " U ": i dunno if u r readin dis..but pls..look at e words scrollin up on e right..i hope u understand wat i wan..i noe..breakup is e oli solution to our problem..ever since e last one..i neba expected us to b bac..when we patch..i was..dunno..wat could describe..i oso not sure..mayb u dun feel anytink..as if i m not wrong,u dun take dis relationship to heart..but i do..tears towards u is e purest eva..i realli dun wish to happen..2 people told me sth which i m not suppose to noe..or rather u may not wan me to noe..but its jux too bad..mayb is fate..it wans to make known to me..u no need to spell it out..i noe exactly wat r u tinkin..i noe u r mad at me..but pls tink..e one hu should b totally mad now is me..i noe u hate me now..but i haf to sae it..i jux wan a simple life..purest love story jux like anybody else..and i dun ask anytink from u..i oli wan ur true love..but y cant u gif me?ok..we tried out once..but we fail..and now..twice..we fail again..i tink we r not meant to b together afterall..its a mistake right from e start..i shouldnt haf fall in love wif u..neither should i develope feelin for u..but..howeva deep my love is for u,i noe i haf got to put a STOP right away!i mux get u OUT of my MIND & LIFE!i cannot let u take over!noe wat?i haf start to b dependent on u as e daes goes by..but now..i mux start anew..no more u!NO MORE!</div><div align="right">and..is not dat i enjoy comparin u wif my previous stead..jux dat..i dunno how to explain..noe wat?i used to tink dat i did e right choice of choosin u..and silly to choose eric..but now..e fact prove me wrong..i shows me dat eric is a betta choice..at least he is understandin towards me..at least i noe how he feels towards me..he is true to himself..though i m hurt..but i dun blame him..i accept him once again..u may not get it..but yes..its its honesty..moreover he will neva force me to do sth which i dislike..but not u..u disappoint me soo much..i oways thought u r a betta stead den eric..but..sadly,u r not..u r in fact WORSE den him..pardon me if i offend u in words..but i need to get it out..i need to let u noe..or i will break down..i dun care even u r abgry or wat..u can choose to hate me..or wateva..but pls..i hope u will change for betta..eric had oreadi end up in dis state..i dun wish too see u joinin him..pls..dun destroy ur future jux like dat..u noe wat i mean..stop all dose thoughts..pls..it will not get u anywhere!realli..i grow up wif guys..i noe exactly wat guys tinkin r..and dose bro of mine..ended up in jail..due to dat thought..pls..i dun wish to see u walkin into e path..i hope u will not blame me..which i tink will b difficult..but..pls..its for ur own good..i m not lyin to u dis time..dis realli happens to my bro out dere..u dun understand e pain..stop all dis..u may not understand it now..but as time goes by..u will noe..</div><div align="right">ok..i dun wish for u to forgif me of wat i haf done to u..but pls..b true to urself..tink bout it..e one hu should b angry now is me..i m utterly disappointed..no one had eva shouted at me like u did..no one..not even eric..he may complain dat i m loud..but he nv shouted at me..u can lie to everyone in dis world..u can lie to me..i will not blame u..but pls..I BEG U..BE TRUE TO URSELF..ask urself..wat u realli wans..if u dun stop dat thought of urs..i PROMISE u..u will get into trouble one fine dae..not dat i wanna curse u..jux dat u will nv b as lucky everytime..u will meet wif some kind of trouble one dae..i wish dat we will remain like e past..take it dat all dose nv happen..i will put it all behind me..like i sae..its not about e time..its bout e process..deres no need to stay eternity..wat matters most is e process..whether its meaninful or not..  </div><div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div><br><div align=right> 
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                                                                                              <font face="webdings" size="2" color="pink">YYY</font><BR>
                                                                                              <font face="Bradley Hand ITC"><div align=right><font color=white>因为曾经拥有，所以笑。</font><BR> 
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                                                                                             2 - Work<br>
                                                                                             6 - Psychology UT2<br>
                                                                                             7 - A&P II UT2<br>
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                                                                                             11 - Epidemiology UT2<br>
                                                                                             13 - Med Micro UT2<br>
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                                                                                             18 - Not available<br>
                                                                                             21 - Mum's birthday<br>
                                                                                             31 - Mingxi's,Jordan's,Zihan's 20th Birthday<br><br>
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                                                                                             <a href="http://krystalheng.wordpress.com">krystal.</a>
                                                                                             <a href="http://liting0329.blogspot.com">liting.</a>
                                                                                             <a href="http://www.miao21.blogspot.com">lualua.</a>
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