haix..change skin..take sometime..need to do some tinkin..
haix..jux now..call kardong..cox in need of someone to tok to..or else i gonna break down..feels much betta le..realli alot betta!heard some comments from him..feels dat he is right..and he saes " EVEN A BASTAR WILL NOT DO SUCH A BASTARD TINK "..and i agreed wif him..jux dunno y..wateva he saes make sense to me..he and eric r jux dose hu understands me..tinks wat i tink..he sae he will support me if i break ties..he will b behind me all e way..Thanks KarDong!
called weilun yesterdae..he sae almost similar tink..he told me to break all ties..and he sound logical..decide to heed his advise..
did some foolish tink..sometink which i should not haf done in e first place..den in e end got shouted by someone..haix..should haf listen to gina + yihui + weilun..haix..regret..
ok..23rd & 24th goin to skool for camp preparation..den i m goin to tell layhan and ask wat she feels..dunno if can last dat long..but anyway i m goin to tell her..i m determined..she is much more betta den me in ways of handlin dis kinda tinks..gonna ask her wat to do..dis tink..i m not goin to do sth which will make regret..
and i m not in e wrong..tell u..no one had eva shouted at me like u did..NO ONE!
luckily i listen to gina..she sae if u dun put too much hope on e relationship..u will not b as hurt..and i agreed!
its true..i means is..u will still love e person as usual..but dun stick to him all e time..soo ur feelin will b deep but not veri..soo if e relationship works..u will feel happy..but if it doesnt..u will not b too hurt..dats from experience..
ok..its jux it..anyway..2 more weeks and i m leavin dis place..cumin bac 4 daes lata..hope dat i can get over soon..
wait for my good news..
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因为曾经拥有,所以笑。
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