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                                                                                                <div class=header>Sunday, June 18, 2006</table></center></div><font face=tahoma><br><font color=pink>
                                                                                                <div style="clear:both;"></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#999900;">rEpLy To TaG</span>:<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">hUbBy SeN</span>:<span style="color:#3366ff;"> sorry.i really dont wish for this to happen and it is also against my wish.if i got a choice would i have been so stupid as to choose such results?u think i dont wanna get good grades?who in this world dont wanna get a straight A's.i know u guys expect sth from me,but i cant do it means i cant.dont force me,pls.=( i promise i will do my best. = but pls,dont force me.<br /><br /></span><span style="color:#6600cc;">haix.i m so tired.i got nth to do.so sianx-ed,bo liao,exhausted,lost.i get very sick when i thought of the thing.it really irks me alot.i dont wish to think but i dont want it to happen to me.it is very very very important to me,it meant my future.<br /><br /></span><span style="color:#ff9900;">sadded,i m going out tmr.mum <strong>DEMAND</strong> that it is a <strong>MUST</strong> to go out tmr.haix..i gonna miss devil beside you again~ <strong><em>I DONT WANT</em></strong>!!!<strong>SAVE ME</strong>!!!<br /><br /></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff9900;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i lost my fighting spirit.i dont have the zest which youngsters shld have.suddenly,i remembered mrs goh reprimanding us.the scenario is clear to me.i still rmb.i m really exhauted;tired.i dont wish to carry on the battle.sen scolded me correctly.he was not wrong.<br /><br /></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#cc0000;">i admit.i did m afraid.i m afraid of the outcome,i dont dare to face the reality for fear that i would b hurt by it.whatever i m doing is trying to protect myself from getting hurt.i gone through so much but that did not make me stronger but makes me even weaker.i m not only physically weak but also emotionally and psychologically weak.sen seen through me.and the truth is,although i said i hate him but in actual fact,i m running away from reality.reason is simple.because i dont know how to face him <strong><em>normally</em></strong>,that's all!<br /><br /></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#663300;">at least someone is this world understands me.and kewei is right.no one is trying to hurt me,i m hurting myself.but what's wrong in protectmyself.i just dont want to get hurt anymore.i cant take it anymore;i m suffering from depression and i need a<strong> </strong>psychiatrist <strong>urgently</strong>.at this point of a time,i dont wish to see any of the 'hims' in my memory.they cause nothing but inflict harm to me.i dont deny the fact that they brought laughter to me.however,the pain that they brought to me is a billion billion times more than laughter.they dont understand.its ok,because sen does; and he really do.</span><span style="color:#ff9900;"></div><div align="left"><br /></div></span><div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div><br><div align=right> 
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                                                                                              <font face="webdings" size="2" color="pink">YYY</font><BR>
                                                                                              <font face="Bradley Hand ITC"><div align=right><font color=white>因为曾经拥有，所以笑。</font><BR> 
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                                                                                             2 - Work<br>
                                                                                             6 - Psychology UT2<br>
                                                                                             7 - A&P II UT2<br>
                                                                                             9 - Work<br>
                                                                                             11 - Epidemiology UT2<br>
                                                                                             13 - Med Micro UT2<br>
                                                                                             16 - Work<br>
                                                                                             18 - Not available<br>
                                                                                             21 - Mum's birthday<br>
                                                                                             31 - Mingxi's,Jordan's,Zihan's 20th Birthday<br><br>
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