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                                                                                                <div class=header>Sunday, July 02, 2006</table></center></div><font face=tahoma><br><font color=pink>
                                                                                                <div style="clear:both;"></div><span style="color:#999900;">rEpLy To TaG</span>:<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">peilingg</span>: <span style="color:#3366ff;">haha.lolx.mayb you wanna go and comment bout it?</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">i cant take it anymore!!!its <strong><em>FREAKING</em></strong> hot!</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">well,cihui still cant accept the cruel reality which england faced.but when my bro told me just now that brazil lost too,i cant help smiling.nvm,its ok.anyway,i got faith that portugal cant win france.so,just let them be happy for few more days before they started lamenting like what i do ystd night.* evil grins *</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">haix.hmm.indeed,the matter which i worry most is solved so i can be at ease at the time being.i feels good though.i really dont understand.why must i do i have to go through this when other dont?why?why why why?why cant i just live like normal people?if i means loving someone i had to go through this,i rather dont love.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">as i said previously,i dont treasure what i have and in the end,i ended up losing the things/people who are impt to me.and yet,i only realise it when i've lost them.what's the use?isn't it abit too late?so,i cant blame anyone for this.i deserved this.but i dont understand;i really dont.why do they still treat me so well when i'm so nasty to them?</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">my mum,i raised my voice at her whenever i dont feel good.my bro,i scolded him out of nth as and when i like.my dad,i ignore when he talk to me.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">weikian,i simply stare at him and then walked away when he reprimand me for sth i've done wrong.lastly,jaysen,whom i hurt badly.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">why?why do they forgive me despite what i have done to them.i dont deserve all this.i deserved to be treated badly for what i had done to them.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">i wept.i'm suddenly at lost what to do.the happy-go-lucky cihui is lost,forever.no gurantee whether to be back.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">i felt that i'm so useless.i cant get anything right.i always depend on others to solve the problems that i met.i depend on my mum when i'm in pri school.now,i depend on my friends.and not to forget,throughout the 8 years,i depend on AFs to solve everything for me.that explains why i never achieve anything.arent i useless?i have no goals in life and i dont know what i'm living for.i dont have confidence in life.as believed,a person without a goal in life,is a useless person.i'm just wasting the resources by living!i'm worse than animals!at least the know why they are living for,but i dont.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">i pluck up the courage to do the sub hmwk which i hated and fear most - maths.yet,i cant do one <strong><em>whole</em></strong> qsn!so people,you understand why?</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#cc6600;">mourning.</span><div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div><br><div align=right> 
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                                                                                              <font face="webdings" size="2" color="pink">YYY</font><BR>
                                                                                              <font face="Bradley Hand ITC"><div align=right><font color=white>因为曾经拥有，所以笑。</font><BR> 
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                                                                                             cihui<br>
                                                                                             - 24484 -<br>
                                                                                             1st feb<br>
                                                                                             Aquarius<br>
                                                                                             Republicans<br>

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                                                                                             [January]<br>
                                                                                             1 - Happy 2010!!; work<br>
                                                                                             2 - Work<br>
                                                                                             6 - Psychology UT2<br>
                                                                                             7 - A&P II UT2<br>
                                                                                             9 - Work<br>
                                                                                             11 - Epidemiology UT2<br>
                                                                                             13 - Med Micro UT2<br>
                                                                                             16 - Work<br>
                                                                                             18 - Not available<br>
                                                                                             21 - Mum's birthday<br>
                                                                                             31 - Mingxi's,Jordan's,Zihan's 20th Birthday<br><br>
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                                                                                             <a href="http://memo-bear.blogspot.com">chiayee.</a>
                                                                                             <a href="http://black666star.blogspot.com">eugene.</a>
                                                                                             <a href="http://angela-is-me.blogspot.com">jialan.</a>
                                                                                             <a href="http://talkshitwithme.blogspot.com">jiaying.</a>
                                                                                             <a href="http://jessica-tells-you.blogspot.com">jingjing.</a>
                                                                                             <a href="http://krystalheng.wordpress.com">krystal.</a>
                                                                                             <a href="http://liting0329.blogspot.com">liting.</a>
                                                                                             <a href="http://www.miao21.blogspot.com">lualua.</a>
                                                                                             <a href="http://maggietay.tumblr.com">maggie.</a>
                                                                                             <a href="http://the-lastbeat.blogspot.com">maylwin.</a>
                                                                                             <a href="http://flowerhanky.blogspot.com">mingxi.</a>
                                                                                             <a href="http://nayuiq.blogspot.com">qiuyan.</a>
                                                                                             <a href="http://adollar4urthoughts.blogspot.com">wenjie.</a>
                                                                                             <a href="http://xinleii--x.blogspot.com">xinlei.</a>
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