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Sunday, October 15, 2006

rEpLy To TaG:

darlin candy: haha.bacause the tag board got problems lehx and i cant access to the tag board website.so i change to this,probably temporary larx.see how i'm coping.btw,i help u get the thing u ask me to.

ok people,i cont contain my feelings and decide to type this out.ignore if u want to as probably only hwee and some others know who i'm talking about.

i still cant accept the truth.i still miss him;still think of him;still love him as much.he's probably the first one whom i love so much,the first relationship which i put all my feelings,heart and soul in it.but in the end,i was hurt so deeply.

i love him very much in the past,i used to cant live without him.thus, i was so upset and broke down almost everyday when he left.so many years later,i still love him as much as i used to but the only difference is i learn to live without him.for the past couple of years,i live very well without him.till now,i still love him as much.maybe deeper.

i hope for him;yearn for him.although i havent seen him for years.however,the feeling is still there,still deep.i'll accept the fact but i'll love him.i contradict myself everyday,every moment.i yearn to see him but i cant face him.despite all that,i dont wish him to know my feelings for him is still there.

i'm contented with what we spent together in the past,short and sweet.i'll remain in me for good.i will remember him,everything that we've done,placed we had gone etched in my mind.

i love him;he'll live in me forever



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因为曾经拥有,所以笑。
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