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Tuesday, September 18, 2007

rEpLy To TaG:

darlin candy: haha.yap.dont worry darling.cihui is cihui.dont u rmb??haha.thats y i'm never afraid!=)

Qiin: haha.and i daox u when u're trying to take photo!=P

sok: haha.oh?!skinny better la.become fat later wanna slim down diff sia.

;MINGXI: u better dont forget me horx!

MAGGIE: haha.i'm surprised u seen it!

KEYING: WELCOME!my first friend in W45D.=D

ok.i shall start with my days in new class for the new sem.well well,today's the second day and most still are shy shy.and therefore,the noisy me dont dare to talk much due to the awkward silence.i hope they will become more chatty like me as the days goes by when we know one another more.and today,i had a very bad day.reason because ... i dont feel like blogging it out and i dont know how to phrase it anyway.but my W16L people knows about it cause i have been complaining to them since the morning!

honesty,i think W16L is the best!haha.at least after today's incident,i suddenly feel that i'm respected and important also,i feel my existence in W16L.no doubt,i try to accept my new class,but they are just far too quiet for me.not that i'm bias against them,some of them i know,for example my first few friends in W45D are really nice people.i think i only can blame myself for being loud and noisy.probably thats the reason y i'm not used to the quiet and new environment.just as i expected,most of our W16Ls' are also having difficulties getting used to their new class due to some other reason.haha.we miss one another and now,we're having regrets for not treasuring.well well..

Happy Belated 19th Birthday To: Engsiang!!!

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接下来,我想对那特别的你说声谢谢.这些年来,不管发生什么事,你都不离不弃的默默守护着我.我知道一声谢谢不能代表什么.我也是人,也是有感觉的.只不过我不想不自己的想法说出来,这你是最清楚的.你对我的那分心意,我就算看不到也感觉得到啊.其实,有好多好多次,我都告诉自己我好像爱上了你,只是我一直不肯承认罢了.我也好想好想接受你的那份感情,和你开心的在一起,成为你故事里的女主角.可是,至今如此,我还是放不下那早就在三年前过期的感情.因为我不能够确定是否已经对他死心.我一直不肯接受你的爱也是因为不想对你不公平.但,我想我也许太自私了,因为我从没想过你能否接受,我从未问过你的感受.我只是一直都在为你做决定;做选择,一直到那天..在你离开我身边的那天,你眼眶含着泪地问我有没有问过你想不想接受.当时,我站在那儿,头脑一片空白.我发现,一直以来,不管我做出的任何要求,你都会二话不说就全力配合我.当我看着你流泪,拿了行李转身离去时,你可知道我是多么的想跑上前叫你别走.但,我并没有,因为我伤了你太多;太深,不敢在对你做出任何要求,不可以再在让你无条件的为我付出及牺牲,不可以再要你无期限的去等待一个不知什么时候才回头的女人.所以,我只好站在那儿,看着你的背影慢慢的消失.当时我才了解你的痛苦,因为要亲手把爱的人送走,需要好大的勇气.

谢谢你一直以来迁就我野蛮,迁就我霸道.谢谢你乘全我一向无理的要求.谢谢你对我如此的忍让,如此的包容,如此的体谅,更谢谢你对我那无私的爱.



YYY
因为曾经拥有,所以笑。
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