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Wednesday, November 21, 2007

rEpLy To TaG:

sheryl: thanks!

darlin candy: yap!i hope i'll get over it.

xiuzhen: lolx.anyway,last sun was my last day.i used to be haagen's,not sure ben & jerry would want.and,pls leave ur url.

i've got alot to mention,but when i start typing,whatever that runs in my mind are gone.i've resign from my second job which i've worked for few days and last sun was my last day.and now,i'm out of job again.

within this week,all the bad things happen on me.but why me?my AFs' matter's bad,my 'bitches' matter's worse,my matter with dearest ones's worst!

firstly,alex was drove off by me,he left reluctantly.yes,for this whole week i cried almost everyday.i'm under tremendous stress,i felt suddenly my life is in a mess.i lose my job,i lose the one who care about me,i lost my friends.alex tried to calm me,tried to wipe my tears,tried to make known that he's with me no matter what.i shout at him,i pushed him away.i told him to get out of my sight;get away from me.i told him,i dont want to see him ever again.now,yes,i regret.alex has left.which means,i have to shoulder down everything.i felt my shoulder getting heavy,i've great responsibility towards AF.because he left,i've got to get everything done myself.and just ystd alone,i couldnt sleep until 6.too many things left undone.in the end, i didnt make it to sch again.if only i didnt ask him to leave,i can get to sleep,i can attend sch,i need not leave sch right after my presentation.because i can leave everything without worries as i know alex will always get everything settled almost immediately.i can go to sch at ease,i can sleep at ease.but now,i cant even get things done properly.not to say no resting time for me,i dont even know if i can stay in sch till it ends or even able to attend sch.

jaysen.he's exasperated.he's too mad at me therefore he ignore he couldnt be bothered with me anymore.i pushed his hands away,i told him i can settle everything without thinking when i cant.i'm not as capable as alex,not as high efficient as jaysen.i mess things up,they cleared up the mess.

'bitches' they cant even save themselves and not to say get me out of the mess.i seriously cant hold on anymore.i'm going crazy any moment.i'm left by myself with no one else.i dont know;dont know whether i can hold on till alex's back,hold on till jaysen's not that mad.the two important man in my life has left,my life's in a mess.somebody,pls!!!!!!!!

对不起,一个人只有一棵心,所以,只能爱一个人.

Happy 22nd Birthday To: Xiongsheng & Liankai

thanks to those who have show concern!

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因为曾经拥有,所以笑。
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