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Friday, April 18, 2008

suddenly,i just feel like blogging.i'm not sure why.i think i need to let out some of the emotions in me.stress,fear,exhaust.. anyway,i've just submitted my pp proposal ystd and still on pending for approval.i have got a strong feeling that it will be rejected but i seriously hope it would be approved at the first go (who dont?).

and today,i late.not as in literally late but at least > 15 min late than my usual timing to sch.this is because i cannot wake up.i think i'm too exhaust over the past couple of weeks.my energy bar is slightly lower than 50% already.therefore,i could not concentrate today (i nv concentrate evryday).whats more?the thought of tmr and sun i'll be working dampens my mood.anyway~~

i spoke to my xiuzhen and eugene recetly over sth which i had to make decision.& not only they said it,but me;myself too thought that he is a better choice among the 2.but,i really dont know how to open my diamond mouth to tell the truth.it is against my wish to say because it hurts.but if i dont clarify,it would hurt even more when the truth unfold itself.i dont want to hurt any of the 2,but no matter who is the final decision,or i'm still reluctant to tell the truth,at least 1 will be hurt.its only the matter of time.ok,anyway,i've made a choice.silent choice.

T_T nothing is worse than being so broke.its like 3 more days including today till the end of the week.but i'm as usual left with no cents left.this morning i had to get another few bucks from my mum which means eating into my next week's allownce.and it also means that u guys will hear me complaining about broke next week.actually,without getting that another few bucks from my mum,i think i can go through this week as i do not need to spend a cent during the weekends.but i need to get a drinking cup for him.u see,he'll be studying start from next mon.as i promise i'll buy one for him,so i thought maybe i can get it for him before his sch starts to encourage him.=)
just a random one.=) [ W16L ]



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因为曾经拥有,所以笑。
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