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Thursday, May 15, 2008

this morning i found 15 missed calls which all of them came from AF(s),10 new msg other than 3 from W16L clique,the rest are from alex & jaysen.and the last 2 msg i read was: jaysen who says "i'm always available for u." and alex "i'll leave u alone for now.clear your thoughts in the meantime." a simple msg(s) yet enough for me to feel touched.not forgetting xiuzhen's super long msg which took me sometime to read.

i felt much better,in fact alot better than the past couple of days.i mean it.probably that crying,i released all my emotions.today,although still carrying the thoughts i went to school with a lighter heart.when today,i received a msg like finally was taken initiative to send it.surprisingly,i felt nothing when i think i was suppose to feel over the moon.i think i have start to lose hope.

also,i think today is a day when all my dearest one actually shower me alot of love and care.xiuzhen,jinxuan,eugene & xunfu actually bought me food.=) i receive candy's lunchbox when i got home this afternoon.she actually makes sushi for me and specially jemsen to send to me.other than xunfu,alex & jaysen bought me choc(s) too.=DDD THANKS guys!but i think i'll really put on weight as i finished all those food alone.

anyway,i'm fine guys!dont worry about me,i guess i'll be back to normal in no time.again,thanks for all your concern.i really appreciate them.=D



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因为曾经拥有,所以笑。
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