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                                                                                                <div class=header>Wednesday, June 04, 2008</table></center></div><font face=tahoma><br><font color=pink>
                                                                                                <div style="clear:both;"></div><span style="color:#3366ff;">i'm feeling so down recently,so many things bugging me and yet i can do nothing about it.</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">first,it started with i had a quarrel with my bf last fri and subsequently,many things happen between us.ystd alone,he msg me asking me if we are progressing too fast.but i dont think so.and so,i was trying to ask him whether he think what we shld do.apparently,he was confused.he himself dont even know what he wants and how am i suppose to do anything?so i told him i'll let him be alone to do his thinking.i dont want to force him into something he isnt confident of.and i'll respect whatever his decision is going to be.well~~ maybe we did go into relationship too fast that i wasnt aware of.my alex and xiuzhen once warn me but i didnt care.now,it made me review back.it was my negligence.whatever~~ i dont want to think.</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">next,the F* PP thing is a bug!i seriously hate this ok.i wonder y RP wants to introduce this next to CE.personally,i really think its a <strong>total</strong> waste of time!</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">and the quarrel of my AF(s).seriously it happened like a couple of weeks already and everyday,i would have alot of msg(s) and calls to tell me who and who had a fight and blah blah blah.i seriously get so f up when i got to handle all these.ya whatever i know good things nv come together but bad things nv stop coming.~~</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">so,i chose to work to forget the pain.at least during work,i have got no time to think about all these.its a form of release for me.accuse me for running away instead of facing,i dont care!cihui always seems to have alot of friend surrounding her but thats not true.in actual fact when i needed someone to talk to,no one is there;no one is free.and when they have finally replied or call back,i've already cooled down.no,i'm not blaming.i understand i have to face this alone.call me pathetic and whatever.i dont give a damn.</span><br /><br /><div align="right"><span style="font-size:78%;color:#663366;">sacrifices seems nothing to u</span></div><div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div><br><div align=right> 
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                                                                                              <font face="webdings" size="2" color="pink">YYY</font><BR>
                                                                                              <font face="Bradley Hand ITC"><div align=right><font color=white>因为曾经拥有，所以笑。</font><BR> 
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                                                                                             cihui<br>
                                                                                             - 24484 -<br>
                                                                                             1st feb<br>
                                                                                             Aquarius<br>
                                                                                             Republicans<br>

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                                                                                             [January]<br>
                                                                                             1 - Happy 2010!!; work<br>
                                                                                             2 - Work<br>
                                                                                             6 - Psychology UT2<br>
                                                                                             7 - A&P II UT2<br>
                                                                                             9 - Work<br>
                                                                                             11 - Epidemiology UT2<br>
                                                                                             13 - Med Micro UT2<br>
                                                                                             16 - Work<br>
                                                                                             18 - Not available<br>
                                                                                             21 - Mum's birthday<br>
                                                                                             31 - Mingxi's,Jordan's,Zihan's 20th Birthday<br><br>
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                                                                                             <a href="http://memo-bear.blogspot.com">chiayee.</a>
                                                                                             <a href="http://black666star.blogspot.com">eugene.</a>
                                                                                             <a href="http://angela-is-me.blogspot.com">jialan.</a>
                                                                                             <a href="http://talkshitwithme.blogspot.com">jiaying.</a>
                                                                                             <a href="http://jessica-tells-you.blogspot.com">jingjing.</a>
                                                                                             <a href="http://krystalheng.wordpress.com">krystal.</a>
                                                                                             <a href="http://liting0329.blogspot.com">liting.</a>
                                                                                             <a href="http://www.miao21.blogspot.com">lualua.</a>
                                                                                             <a href="http://maggietay.tumblr.com">maggie.</a>
                                                                                             <a href="http://the-lastbeat.blogspot.com">maylwin.</a>
                                                                                             <a href="http://flowerhanky.blogspot.com">mingxi.</a>
                                                                                             <a href="http://nayuiq.blogspot.com">qiuyan.</a>
                                                                                             <a href="http://adollar4urthoughts.blogspot.com">wenjie.</a>
                                                                                             <a href="http://xinleii--x.blogspot.com">xinlei.</a>
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