melancholic clairvoyant

rEpLy To TaG:

Eugene: pervert = EUGENE TEO!CHEH!pay what pay.and i havent charge u for mentioning my name when u blog.

xiuzhen: ma de!so late then tag!see,i need to reblog again and delete my tag!haha.this lesson teaches u,its fine to be clever but dont act.

the urge to blog,suddenly.too much emotions over the past couple of days that i need to let out.

first thing in the morning,MCB faci was flare up.according to our class,its her one-month-once-thing or maybe,its menopause.haha.i understand the anxiety she gets when her class could not perform during UT(s) and she had to answer to the module chair.however,she didnt spare a thought for us.didnt she realise its too much for us to take?in fact,she expects too much and is being too harsh on us.and she says: why is it that u guys score worse than ur previous?oh man!for ur info,i actually score BETTER than the previous one ok!the previous one i got a C and now,a B.and she actually call it worse!?!then what is good?however,when i was reading gina's blog,it made it very guilty.gina lee,if u ever read this,believe me.u are the cause of my guilt.know why?cause her blog mention: what is the difference between DNA and RNA.the moment i read this,i was stunned.i could not answer.u might say its no big deal,> 50% of the people who read it could not answer.BUT,its different for me.excuse me,i'm an MCB student and the qsn like this is RIGHT TO THE BASIC we have covered it RIGHT IN THE FIRST LESSON,yet i was dumbfolded.i really have got nothing to say.so,i guess most people are convinced that my B for this UT is just plain lucky reason because i happen to touch on them just before the UT starts.

and this morning,when i was happily checking my grades,i get another shock.i really took be aback.because,i still couldnt recover from what happen ystd.

this morning,i was checking on my UT grades and i saw a fcuking D+ for my anatomy UT 1.and yet,the MCB module which i had already mention earlier,i got a B.WTF!?!i seriously could believe my eyes.one moment i was frustrate by the D and the next moment,i dont know whether i shld be happy or not for that B.for ur info,its my first B for ut for this sem.

for the incident ystd,zhiwei (my colleague) mention i was very shock.and i really was!i seriously dont know/could not react.the chef and another of my colleague (mic) was drunk.ok.i shouldnt have laugh but it really funny talking to a drunkard because they really dont know what they are talking about.and the worse thing is,the stupid me actually take what they says seriously when i realise that they are not talking sense.first she says she knows they are drunk and why we refuse to leave them there and next thing they tell me we are working part-time and study matters.i got all confused.whatever~~ but what the chef says and action,according to alex lim,he really surpress it too much and he only got the courage to say it after alcohol effect.for me,at a moment i also thought the same as him.but,on the other hand,i really wish its not true.i havent mention it to anyone.maybe alex only and briefly xiuzhen who i think she cannot understand.anyway~~ i dont want to think anymore.cause i couldnt believe my ears.

... i couldnt believe my eyes;i couldnt believe my ears.

OH~ and i almost forget precious krystal tag me.=D (i've already done it before thought)

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- i think after what i have gone through,i would care but still would be disappointed.

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- alot money & tgt with all my loves.

#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
- again,i'm not planning about marriage.but if there is a need,i think it will be travel wedding.

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
- very.

#5. What’s your ideal lover like?
- i dont have much expection.as long as he dont gamble,dont drink,dont smoke,he loves me i'm ok.

#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- being loved by someone

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- i will love,but i wont wait.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- i'll give up.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
- sad to say,yes.

#10.Who makes your day?
- family, AF(s), bitchy(es), W16L gang.

#11. Is being tagged fun?
- in a way.

#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
- i dont want to dream.

#13. Who are currently the most important people to you?
- family, friends

#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
- she takes things in her stride.=)

#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
- single & rich

#16. What is the first thing you do every morning?
- open my eyes..=P

#17. Would you give all in a relationship?
- again,sadly,after what i have gone through,the answer is no.

#18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- ...

#19. What type of friends do you like?
- humourous, understanding

#20. What type of friends do you dislike?
- dk.

NOW. 5 people will have to do this too.
1) XIUZHEN
2) esmond
3) eugene
4) liting
5) qiuyan

YYY

因为曾经拥有，所以笑。
10:37:00 AM