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Tuesday, September 09, 2008

rEpLy To TaG:

Krystal: KRYSTAL!!!i miss u very much lo!!!faster find time we go out!!!!!!!!

MAGGIE: haha.in the end i turned up ok!but sorry eh.

ahmad: aiya.u shld wave at me or do sth to get my attention what!u think keep walking to and fro very fun is it?of course!this is what i call PROFESSIONAL!and i once past wisma and ur workplace also.u are also oblivious of me ok!=P

i have a feeling this post is going to be very long.but people,based on what i am going to blog,i'm not emo-ing ok!

ystd was a long day for me.or maybe i should say,it was a day when people around me started enlightening me with profound yet simple words.

morning,on my way to sch,i met raj and saw liting.so raj and me walked to sch tgt and chit chat-ting on the way.catching up on our new class and whatever.and i was in a rather good mood since later on i'm in the same team as phoebe and we started talking non-stop.xiuzhen makes my day by telling her embarassed moment on sat.my whole day in sch was just like usual yet fun because of xiuzhen's very funny joke!=D

during 2nd meeting up till sch ends,i was chatting with junlong on msn,discussing whether to go for maggie's birthday bbq and what to buy for her.since he had to meet his advisor at 6,so i decide that i shall have early dinner with xiuzhen with esm joining afterwards at w1.chit chat and crap like usual while xiuzhen do her rj and i help xiuzhen with her jap homework.

went home after xiuzhen met her ig friends.and i waited like almost 2hrs for junlong to finish meeting his advisor and met him at lot 1.we shop around for maggie's gift yet we dont know what to buy.but in the end we bought something with my CREATIVE idea!haha.bought a card and we proceed on to lrt to bp.i called qiuyan on the way and FINALLY she answered my call ok!so i ask her down to write the card before we go to maggie's condo while we chatted and did some catching up.btw,qiuyan slim down ALOT ok!i must slim down too!!=P

(sorry.i was making an introduction the above is not impt and highlight of this post.continue reading...)

when we reached the bbq pit,i would scream at the top of my voice calling her name.haha.i realise she invited alot of ppl i dont know!anyway,thats not important because its her birthday.so qiuyan and me decide to isolate ourselves.we find a place away from the noisy spot to chat again sharing what we had experience for the past 2 yrs.we chatted for like 1 hr plus when it started to drizzle and rain heavily.everybody started running and seeking for shelter.it was going 10 plus then,qiuyan & me wanted to go back.yet,the rain dont allow.

i told qiuyan somebody once told me.he believe in a cycle where when one is happy everything will start to go well for u.this is when u start to feel unhappy and things start to go against u.qiuyan says: when things get bad,it wouldnt get any worse.this is what i call words of wisdom.simple yet people couldnt understand.just like what krystal mention in her blog.When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but,often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us.

these are some things which people like ang xiuzhen can never say.and the thing is,if xiuzhen ever say this to me,i think i wouldnt be able to recover from the shock.haha.well,this is the environment we live in.when qiuyan heard things like that,i realise probably people in rp including me live a life so simple and innocent.we look at things in the way so simple that we became ignorant the realistic fact of this world.but yet,why do i enjoy such simple life,choosing to ignore whatever cruel facts that is happening around.

so,to the someone who ever get the chance to read this,dont be so persistant in looking at the closed door of happiness.sometime,if u were to let things go,the door of happiness is just behind when u turn around.and now,i would still say,u are really shallow.but anyway,thank u for educating me about this society;thank you for describing to me by behaving it urself how society is like.

so,back to my story.leaving with no choice,qiuyan,me and chonghan just sat there and we chat again.yet the rain still dont stop.and we decided that we just ran all the way towards our destination since maggie's condo is directly opposite the lrt station and qiuyan went another way back home.i was wet through ok!haha.it was fun though;an experience.=) alone,i took the lrt home.through the journey,what went through my mind was my secondary time with the memories of my friends and i,sometimes myself taking the train..the past happenings and the thoughts of the day all coming together.at the time,i'm not in the clear state of mind..

anyway,when i wake up today,feeling lethargic just like any other day,i had a strong feeling that all the happenings ystd is like a dream~~

my new desktop pic,to constantly remind myself.

thank you Mr. Steven Tan & Ms Cyndee Woon for motivating cihui.
thanks you Ms Qiuyan for enlightening cihui.



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因为曾经拥有,所以笑。
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