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Wednesday, May 13, 2009

whenever it comes to wed,i wish time would pass slower.
whenever its thurs,i practically drag myself to sch.reason is as simple as,i hate thurs lesson.

i really have no idea how to express my feelings.but i'm really in so much agony that i think i would just black out any min from now.there always seem to be an obstacle hindering whatever i do;and things just dont go better.

i have lost count of e number of nights when i hid under my blankets and cry because i really dont know how do i want to carry on.i dont want to let go,because i'm afraid i made e wrong decision;i dont want to regret.yet,so many scenarios that happened that pulled me over to e opposite;e path that everyone is firm that i have to follow.those pain in my heart makes me fear of what is going to happen next.i'm really lost,i couldnt carry on.

this path is reaching an end,but i'm really relectant to let go.because up till now,half of me still refuses to believe e so called 'truth'.

somebody,pls kill me because
hatred,love,anger and truth are tearing me apart.



YYY
因为曾经拥有,所以笑。
7:46:00 PM






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