melancholic clairvoyant

i dont think there's a need for me to apologise for why i choose to do this,neither do i need to explain.because,all u'll ever need is to rmb whatever u've said and done in e past.and u'll get whatever e ans u want.dont ever forget what u've did,dont ever forget hw much harm and damage u've once cost.for e fact tt,i never will.i see e need to ask for forgiveness for e fact tt i refused to forgive and forget as my stand never change: e one who need to sincerely apologise and beg for forgiveness is ALWAYS u,nt me.

dont ever pretend (again) to give in and take a chance to lecture and remind me tt i'm always wrong,and u're always right while u gave in for a chance to lecture me.because e fact is,i'm sick and tired to e extend tt i hate ur nonsense and ur WRAPED reasoning together with u.and,not everything can do away by saying sorry,i PROMISE i will never repeat or i'll make up to u.at e end of e day,nothing happened and no change was made.so it leads to an empty promise (as usual).

recall all e hundreds and thousands of empty 'cheques' given to me,they never once failed to bounce.frm this,it highlights ur credibility.anybody and everybody can simply point out hw unreliable u are without any serious thought.simply because,there's too many times to even forget.i've alrdy given in too many a times,in e end disappointment ends it together with a wrongful despise.

i bet u never will understand because u're e one causing e destruction and e after effect,someone else have to suffer alone,quietly in e dark.and this someone else have to do everything possible to stop e bleed,cure e wound and hide e scar.whereas,e culprit tt cause all these walked away,turn back to rub more salt into e alrdy horrendously bad wound frequently and make dreadful remarks to e victim.e next thing this culprit will ever do,is to turn back,apologise,say whatever sweet remarks to ease e previous destruction,pretend to be loving,pretend to care and followed by another destruction.following e destruction,u'll give all sorts of reasons for e doings and made another hostile remarks and left.e cycle just never stops.

hence,over e yrs,e so-called victim is actually just another fool,another idiot who is being played in e fingers of e so-called culprit;e game he drew.

YYY

因为曾经拥有，所以笑。
3:22:00 PM