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                                                                                                <div class=header>Tuesday, May 04, 2010</table></center></div><font face=tahoma><br><font color=pink>
                                                                                                <div style="clear:both;"></div><span style="color:#999900;">replies</span>:<br /><br /><span style="color:#009900;">xiang</span>: <span style="color:#3333ff;">ya cause very busy.</span><br /><br />i truly regret e terrible mistake which i did;e very wrong decision i made;e childish actions i carried out.and nw,i've to pay dearly for it,i'm suffering.little did i knw it would turn to things like tdy.i fear for another bad 'accident' tt strike,i pray hard tt all will be well.and this is e best and only thing which i can do.for e fact tt i'm partly responsible for e consequences,i could nt rmb since when after i knew what happened,i started to hate myself.even to a certain extend,i felt disgusted by myself.i'm so afraid tt one fine day i'll even hate looking into the mirror.<br /><br />i didnt mean for it to happen this way neither do i dream of this happening.e world seems like its just spinning and spinning, seems so dramatic,i cant believe this happened.i blame myself because i caused it to happen and i cannot resolve.no amt of sorry is gonna improve e situation and if i remains,i'll hate myself;for life.<br /><br />i knw,it can never be like before or perhaps,e chance is too low.but i'm gonna try no matter hw much time and effort and tears it is gonna cost me.i dont want to keep waiting without knowing what's gonna happen next,i dont want to constantly feel worried and upset for as long as i'm awake because i dont knw hw long can i hold on.i dont want to go to bed every night covered with nth but litres of tear,i dont want to imagine e worse of what is going to happen next.<br /><br />when i've decided to take this route,i knew what e future is going to be like if this goes on.this beginning,is nt a gd start,is full of hardship,pain and tears.i'm sure as we go down,idk hw much more is coming,idk what &amp; when will be e end.but i knw,i will hang in there regardless of hw tough it is going to become because,e one and only is here to keep me going...<div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div><br><div align=right> 
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                                                                                              <font face="webdings" size="2" color="pink">YYY</font><BR>
                                                                                              <font face="Bradley Hand ITC"><div align=right><font color=white>因为曾经拥有，所以笑。</font><BR> 
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                                                                                             Aquarius<br>
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                                                                                             [January]<br>
                                                                                             1 - Happy 2010!!; work<br>
                                                                                             2 - Work<br>
                                                                                             6 - Psychology UT2<br>
                                                                                             7 - A&P II UT2<br>
                                                                                             9 - Work<br>
                                                                                             11 - Epidemiology UT2<br>
                                                                                             13 - Med Micro UT2<br>
                                                                                             16 - Work<br>
                                                                                             18 - Not available<br>
                                                                                             21 - Mum's birthday<br>
                                                                                             31 - Mingxi's,Jordan's,Zihan's 20th Birthday<br><br>
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                                                                                             <a href="http://talkshitwithme.blogspot.com">jiaying.</a>
                                                                                             <a href="http://jessica-tells-you.blogspot.com">jingjing.</a>
                                                                                             <a href="http://krystalheng.wordpress.com">krystal.</a>
                                                                                             <a href="http://liting0329.blogspot.com">liting.</a>
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                                                                                             <a href="http://flowerhanky.blogspot.com">mingxi.</a>
                                                                                             <a href="http://nayuiq.blogspot.com">qiuyan.</a>
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